class="post-41181 post type-post status-publish format-standard has-post-thumbnail hentry category-news"Life Writing Prize longlist 2021

Spread the Word is delighted to announce the names of the 12 writers selected for the longlist of the Life Writing Prize 2021.

Judges praised the ‘powerfully impressive’ quality of the longlist which explore overarching themes of nature, childhood, family, death, immigration, friendship, food, family, love, loss, trauma, youth, living in the state care system and recovery. This year’s submissions were judged by the writers Damian Barr and Frances Wilson, and Catherine Cho, a writer and literary agent. The 12 writers on the longlist are selected from 939 entries from writers across the UK. 

Now in its fifth year, the Life Writing Prize, in association with Goldsmiths Writers’ Centre, was established to find and develop the best new life writing from emerging writers. The prize, which is free to enter, and open to UK writers who have yet to publish a full length work or secure literary agent representation, is generously funded by Joanna Munro.

Blake Morrison, Life Writing Prize Patron, said: ‘Life writing used to be the poor cousin of better-known genres. But it’s currently thriving, and the Spread the Word Prize, now in its fifth year, is actively nurturing the genre through its mentoring scheme. Three books by authors have already emerged that way and I expect more to follow.’ 

Catherine Cho said: ‘It was a joy to read these wide-ranging pieces, told with ferocity, humour, rage, restraint. Reading each gave a look into a different life, a different voice. It felt very unifying after an isolating year.’

Damian Barr said: ‘Stories are for everybody and everybody has a story. This Prize gives a platform to writers who choose the uniquely challenging and uniquely rewarding life writing as the medium for telling their story. The quality of submissions was powerfully impressive and the range of stories correspondingly rich. Now more than ever we need to really hear one another and life writing encourages us to do that.’

Ruth Harrison, Spread the Word Director, said: ‘Spread the Word is delighted to announce the exceptional writers on the Life Writing Prize longlist 2021. This is the Prize’s fifth year of finding and nurturing emerging life writing voices from a variety of communities. We think their stories open up space for connection and conversation. We can’t wait to publish the online booklet and showcase these exceptionally talented writers with you in June.’

The Prize results will be announced at a special online event on Wednesday 9 June. The event will include a keynote from Life Writing Prize Patron Blake Morrison, plus readings from the winner and two highly commended writers from the 2021 Prize. Judges Catherine Cho and Damian Barr will give brief talks and announce the results, and writer Xanthi Barker, who was highly commended in the Life Writing Prize in 2018, will read from her new memoir. You can book free tickets here:

An anthology featuring the 12 longlisted writers and their work will be published by Spread the Word online and available to download in PDF format. 

Spread the Word will distribute this booklet via email. Literary agents or publishers who would like to ensure they receive a copy, and be amongst the first to read these exceptional new voices, should email

The Life Writing Prize winner receives £1,500, a writing mentor, an Arvon course, and two years’ membership to Royal Society of Literature. Two highly commended writers receive £500 and a mentor. The writing mentors for the 2021 Prize are Max Porter, Winnie M Li and Katy Massey. 

Introducing The Life Writing Prize Longlist 2021

The Nicer One by Santanu Bhattacharya

Santanu Bhattacharya grew up in India. He started his writing life with short stories. In 2012, he won the Chapter One Promotions Short Story Prize. In 2021, he won a London Writers Award and was selected for the Tin House Writers’ Workshop in Portland, USA. His work-in-progress novel was longlisted for the BPA First Novel Award 2020. His non-fiction essays have appeared in The Oxford Student, Feminism in India, and the book Revealing Indian Philanthropy (published by London School of Economics). Santanu has degrees in public policy from Oxford University and in engineering from National University of Singapore. He works as an education consultant and has previously worked with the United Nations, British Civil Service and Teach For India. After having lived in eight cities across three countries, Santanu now lives in north London. 

The Secret by Susan Daniels

Susan Daniels lives in Warwickshire and has two grown up children with families of their own. She has a BA in Business and a professional qualification in Finance. For fun, she enjoys travelling, writing and reading. From a child, she has been an avid reader of books of any genre. She started writing after her children left home, discovering there was a latent writer in her soul. Currently, she practices her writing in the early mornings before the day job and plans for a future with more time at home, when she will have the opportunity to write whenever she likes. 

Grief Bacon by Sara Doctors

 Sara Doctors is a creative producer from North London. A specialist in large scale collaborations, she has curated and produced festivals, events and public programmes for partners including the Horniman Museum, the Old Vic Theatre and the Royal Botanic Gardens, Kew. As a writer and researcher, she specialises in the anthropology of food and plants, telling the stories of migration through the food people grow and eat. In 2019 she was a finalist for both the Young British Foodies (YBFs) award and longlisted for Sunday Times AA Gill Prize. She is currently researching a book on Jewish diaspora foodways and writing her first novel. 

Carving by Carla Jenkins

Carla Jenkins is currently completing an MA in Creative Writing at Exeter university and editing her first novel Fifty Minutes which was longlisted for the Bridport First Novel Award in 2020 and placed as runner-up in a Curtis Brown competition earlier this year. An ex secondary school teacher, she now runs Creative Writing for Wellbeing classes and is passionate about how writing can be used to make something positive from the painful. Carla also enjoys yoga, walking, birdwatching and volunteering for Read Easy, a charity which helps adults learn to read.  

How to Watch Your Mother Die by Penny Kiley

In another life, Penny Kiley was a music journalist, starting out as the Melody Maker’s Liverpool correspondent and token punk rocker in the late 1970s. She also wrote for Smash Hits during the early ’80s, and later became pop columnist for the Liverpool Echo. She now works as a freelance writer and editor. She blogs intermittently, and has completed a memoir. She is #ActuallyAutistic and, after a late diagnosis, is still recovering from 60 years of masking. The mask didn’t work very well anyway. Twitter: @pennykiley 

People That Might Be Us by SJ Lyon

SJ Lyon is a London based writer and advocate with both Lebanese and British origins. She has a background in the charity and voluntary sector, frequently working with marginalised groups. Her writing, in fiction and memoir, focuses on the state of ‘otherness’ and exploring the vulnerability and underestimated strength at the heart of it. In fiction and memoir, she navigates the complexities of cultural identity, sexuality, gender, trauma, history and politics with the enduring need to be seen and heard for who we are. She has also been a queer community member, printmaker and gardener. 

Commonplace by Laura McDonagh

Laura McDonagh is a writer from Washington, Tyne and Wear – a town her Irish parents ended up in ‘by accident’ – now living near York. She’s interested in memory and the 90s, working class stories, what we mean by ‘home’ and the experience of the Irish in Britain. She has written for Severine and MIROnline and was part of the Penguin WriteNow scheme in 2020. You can find her on Twitter and Instagram as @hey_laura_mc. 

Taken and Left by Imogen Phillips

Imogen Phillips lives in Brighton and has just started saying ‘writer’ when people ask her what she does. She writes short stories which dive deep into the mess and murk of womanhood. ‘Taken and Left’, her submission to this year’s Spread the Word prize, is her first foray into life writing. Imogen has written fiction, poetry and journalism for various online and print magazines, and has an MA in Creative & Life Writing from Goldsmith’s. 

Tromode House by Matt Taylor

Matt Taylor is a relatively new writer; this is not only being his first writing competition, but also his first publication. He was born on Isle of Man, where he grew up in the care system, and learnt that writing is the only way he could make sense of it all. At the age of 16, he moved to mainland UK to forge a career in the music industry. Matt is currently a recording engineer, a director of the Music Producer’s Guild, and also studying an undergraduate diploma in creative writing: non-fiction at the University of Cambridge. 

White Lines by Lois Warner

Lois Warner is a writer currently working on a volume of poetry, more short stories and a novel. Previous careers include bookseller, farmhand, chambermaid and nurse – including stints in Kenya and Europe, all of which have been rich sources for stories and inspiration. She is an avid collector of books, music records and natural curios and currently lives near Norwich with her much loved dog. 

The Strawbs by Pete Williams
Pete Williams lives with his wife and son in south-east London. He works as a librarian at Birkbeck. A late starter, he became interested in life writing after reading Karl Ove Knausgaard. 


By the Wayside by Nic Wilson
Nic Wilson is a writer and mum to two budding naturalists. She writes for The Guardian Country Diary and national magazines including Gardeners’ WorldBBC Wildlife and RHS The Garden. She is a contributor to the forthcoming anthology Women on Nature edited by Katharine Norbury, due out in May. Nic enjoys literary research and writes for the John Clare Society Journal. She is currently writing a book about the nearby wild.

Special mentions

Spread the Word is delighted to list 76 writers whose work reached the final reading stages of the Prize – the top 9%. Well done to these writers for reaching the penultimate stages of this year’s Life Writing Prize:

Grace Ackroyd, Aisha Afifah, Farah Ahamed, Munizha Ahmad-Cooke, Lauren Alonso Miller, Alison Armstrong, Rachel Barber, Vivienne Bennett, Liz Bentley, Pippa Bondy, Matt Broomfield, Beverley Butcher, David Clancy, Stephen Crawley, Mimi Deb, Joanna Dobson, Lucy Duckworth, Genevieve Dutton, Christopher Ejugbo, Mel Eldridge, Chris Fite-Wassilak, Julie FitzGerald, Amy Gibson, Minifreda Grovetzski, Anaïs Gurun, Fran Hajilou, Nazrene Hanif, Sue Hann, Janey Harvey, Tineke Hegeman, Madeleine Holmes, Elizabeth Hosiere, Mariella Hudson, Max Hudson, Francesca Humphreys, Iqbal Hussain, Neil James, Matthew Janney, Kerry Jeffs, Gabrielle Johnson, Ammar Kalia, Stephanie Law, Joe Lucking, Sarah Lusack, Mary Malyon, Jayne Marshall, Sherri Matthews, Tracey McEvoy, Giulia Medaglini, Maria Theresa Moerman Ib, Elaine Morrison, Joe Nerssessian, Penelope Noel, Jason Nwachukwu, Jonathan Openshaw, Michelle  Perkins, Roberto Pitea, Jay Prosser, Louise  Rimmer, Sanjoy Roy, JP Seabright, Rebecca  Shahoud, Eloise  Shepherd, Jane Shepherd, Tess Sheridan, Violet Smart, Alex South, Phoebe Thomson, Dashiell Tucker, Catherine Turnbull, Saz Vora, Debra Waters, Madge Wick, Jack Young, Agatha Zarzycki, Genevieve Zimantas.

We know it takes heart and guts to submit your writing into this Prize, and we are grateful to everyone who enters.

Published 28 April 2021

class="post-40868 post type-post status-publish format-standard has-post-thumbnail hentry category-opportunities"Applications are open for 1-2-1 Feedback for creative non-fiction writers from Scribe UKScribe logo

Spread the Word is accepting submissions of creative non-fiction for a maximum of 6 short feedback sessions from the editorial team at Scribe UK – an international independent publisher of commercial and narrative non-fiction and literary fiction.

Sarah Braybrooke and Molly Slight from Scribe’s editorial team are offering to provide feedback by phone or video call on up to 6 submissions from writers from under-represented backgrounds based in the UK.

Scribe currently has a strong interest in books about nature, science, psychology, social issues, politics, and history, as well as life writing.

You can visit their website by clicking here.

We define writers from backgrounds under-represented in publishing as those who:

If you’ve already received feedback via Spread the Word in one of these opportunities in the past year you are not eligible to apply for this opportunity:

The Blair Partnership, Free Reads via Spread the Word, Curtis Brown & C+W, Bookouture or Bell Lomax Moreton. This is so we can support as many writers as we can.

How to apply 

Please note this opportunity is only open to unpublished and un-agented writers based in the UK. Apply via Submittable. Only one entry per applicant will be accepted.

The link to apply is here:

To apply you will need to upload 3 documents:

If you are a disabled writer, there is the option to submit visual or audio submissions. Please get in touch (e-mail below) if you need any support with this.

Sarah and Molly will be giving feedback on the documents that you submit.


Submissions will open at midday on Tuesday 20 April 2021.
The deadline for submissions is 5pm on Thursday 20 May 2021.
Applicants will know the outcome of their submission by Friday 25 June 2021, and successful applicants will receive their feedback by the end of July 2021.

If you have any queries about your application or this opportunity, please get in touch with

About Sarah Braybrooke

Sarah Braybrooke is the Publisher and Managing Director of Scribe UK, where she acquires commercial nonfiction and narrative nonfiction. She has worked for Scribe since 2010, initially at its head office in Melbourne, Australia, and since 2013 in London, where she helped to launch the UK office. She was shortlisted for the Kim Scott Walwyn Prize and a London Book Fair Trailblazer award in 2017.

About Molly Slight

Molly Slight is the Editorial Director at Scribe UK, where she acquires literary fiction and narrative nonfiction. She is a Clore Emerging Leaders fellow, a Bookseller Rising Star, and a Print Futures Award winner, and was shortlisted for the 2020 LBF Trailblazer Awards. Molly is also a board member at Wasafiri international magazine.


Published 20 April 2021

class="post-40926 post type-post status-publish format-standard has-post-thumbnail hentry category-archive category-news"Writers for Saint Vincent – an evening of readings and fundraising

Writers for Saint Vincent is a special event taking place online on Saturday 24 April, raising funds for the UK-SVG combined response to La Soufriere eruption.

SVG has experienced a continuing series of huge eruptions of its volcano La Soufriere since 9th April and more than 15,000 people have had to leave their homes. The island is blanketed in ashfall which as well as hampering visibility, destroying buildings and destroying agriculture will cause immediate and long term breathing problems.

There are shortages of food, water, PPE, sanitary materials etc. A huge worldwide fundraising and relief effort is talking place amongst the Vincentian diaspora around the world – writers of SVG heritage connection want to play a part in that by attracting a financial contribution from a wider audience.

Spread the Word is supporting the event, which is being co-organised by one of our London Writers Awards alumni, Alexis Keir, whose writing is deeply rooted in and inspired by his Vincentian heritage.

Alexis says: “The small island of Saint Vincent is being battered by repeated eruptions of its volcano La Soufriere. Thousands of people have been displaced to shelters and supplies of water, food and basic living resources are extremely stretched. The spirit and creativity of Vincentians is so strong but they need a lot of support right now to get through this crisis. Writers connected to Saint Vincent, both on and off the island, are coming together to share their words about this beautiful and indomitable nation and its people to give the wider world a change to support them. Do come and join us.”

Tickets are by donation – please dig as deep as you can. We would be grateful if your donations could be placed at £10 or higher please.

This evening will feature readings from writers of Vincentian heritage, and readings of pieces connected with Saint Vincent, including:

LaFleur Cockburn and other members of The Nucleus Writers Group (SVG/Caribbean)

Colin Grant (UK)

Philip Nanton (Saint Vincent/Barbados)

Peggy Carr (Saint Vincent/Taiwan)

H Nigel Thomas (Canada)

Natasha Marks (Saint Vincent)

Michael McMillan (UK)

Deiana Denise Sutherland (UK)

Cecil Browne (UK)

Alexis Keir (UK)

and others TBC.

Lineup is subject to change.

Please support the fundraising effort by joining this special event. Tickets are available by donation here:

Published 15 April 2021

class="post-40862 post type-post status-publish format-standard has-post-thumbnail hentry category-archive category-opportunities"Free workshop on applying for Arts Council England’s Project Grants funding

Arts Council England’s National Lottery Project Grants is open for funding applications. This is an open access funding stream for arts, museums and library projects. The fund is for individual artists, community and cultural organisations. They are keen for more individual artists to apply and be funded and have made changes to the grant to support this happening.

About project grants

Project Grants supports a broad range of not-for-profit projects that create and sustain quality work and help people to engage with arts and culture. The fund supports development by allowing artists, cultural practitioners and organisations to work in new ways and to get their work out to new audiences. Engaging audiences, live or online, is the key distinguishing feature of this fund – it is not primarily designed to support your time to write or mentoring unless these are integral to the engagement activity. You can also apply to research and develop a project idea without going on to fully-fledged ‘production’ of the project. An individual artist can apply for up to £15,000.

About the workshop

If you are not familiar with applying for grant funding, filling out an application form can be a daunting and baffling process. Ruth Harrison and Eva Lewin from Spread the Word will be running a free workshop on Zoom for London based writers at 6.30-8pm, Wednesday 5 May.

We will talk you through the changes to the fund and the different questions in the Project Grants form to help you think about what you will need to have in place for Project Grants funding. Once you have attended the workshop you can send a one-page outline of your project proposal to Spread the Word for 30 minutes of phone feedback.

Who is this workshop for?

This workshop is designed to support:

What you will need for the workshop:

This workshop will:

We are only able to offer spaces to applicants whose project ideas are suitable for this particular funding stream. We anticipate that demand will be high so please only book yourself a place if you are committed to attending. This workshop is not open to artists working in other artistic forms outside of literature, including screenwriting and documentary film making.

Booking your place

The workshop is FREE but places are limited. To book a place, please email with:

Please let us know if you have any access needs. The Zoom workshop will be captioned.

Please put Project Grant Workshop and your name in the email subject line.

Closing date: midnight, Sunday 25 April

We will contact you by 29 April to let you know if you have a place on the workshop:

Date:               Wednesday 5 May

Time:               6.30pm-8.00pm
Cost:                FREE
Location:         via Zoom

class="post-40851 post type-post status-publish format-standard has-post-thumbnail hentry category-blogs category-network-knowledge"Cecilia Knapp’s April Blog

Cecilia Knapp is Spread the Word’s Young People’s Laureate for London, working to engage young people in poetry throughout the capital. In her latest blog, that marks the arrival of spring, she reflects on 2021 so far, its challenges, its joys, the projects she’s working on, and much more…

Another three months of lockdown has mercifully elapsed, the sun is out and it’s time for my latest blog as Young People’s Laureate. Against the backdrop of Covid restrictions, an ever-changing arts landscape, occasional snow, perpetual grey skies, endless zoom calls and my strained bandwidth, we have managed to achieve a lot, and I’m proud of it.

As we know, art reflects and amplifies the world around us and the pandemic has set a new context for this work. It has highlighted and entrenched existing inequalities which have been interrogated and reflected in the poetry coming out of my recent workshops. There is uncertainty in bucket loads. But there is also hope and a grasping towards the good things (many of my students have written vividly and originally about the arrival of Spring, for example). There is a possibility for re-setting and re-evaluating the way we have lived.

The grief we all feel is amplified and the possibility for community and collective mourning is hindered by restrictions on our interaction with each other. All this to say; the last year has compounded the need for safe creative spaces, for access to poetry.

Teaching during a pandemic, finding ways to try and reach young people, sometimes in seemingly impossible circumstances, confirms for me why poetry is so important. In workshops, whether they happen virtually or face to face, there is a collective sense of gratitude that we are together doing something in a group; provoking, enquiring, collaborating. The conversations have felt more charged, the poems we create write against the advancing onslaught of injustices and the reality of inequalities, both existing and those that have been drawn out and exacerbated Coronavirus.

Workshops and residencies

The young women I teach at the charity All Change responded to the murder of Sarah Everard and the treatment of protestors with some poetry inspired by this poem by Phoebe Stuckes. ‘Let us walk home and survive,’ They wrote. Sometimes it’s the simplest lines that cut right through it all.

One of my four residencies during my tenure as YPL is with Young Roots and The Refugee Council. I have been working fortnightly with their young women’s group who responded to international women’s day with poems in praise of the women in their life; ‘You’re the hoping of dawn/that my eyes drink/the heart of a book/ the silence and the voice/I am here because you have been/at my side.’ I’m thrilled to be working with artist Jess Nash to illustrate some of these poems and showcase the beautiful stories from these young women.

The National Literacy Trust and St. Paul’s Cathedral project I mentioned in January’s blog is well underway. I was lucky enough to visit Newhaven school in person in March and help students use what they had learnt about the cathedral to write poems using metaphor. I was so moved by how some of the students explained their sadness to me, but also their hopes for the future, what brings them joy.

Aside from helping us to find a language to respond to the world in these bizarre times, there is that important sense of togetherness that a writing workshop creates, so essential in times of fear and isolation. There is an atmosphere of safety, a special and distinct place outside of the normal rules of logic and productivity, to reflect, to discover, to play, to express and to share; about whatever you might need to.

#WriteThroughThis campaign

I recently ran an online campaign #WriteThroughThis, a series of short videos and longer webinars with exercises to facilitate some writing time for anyone who might need it. I began every workshop with an invitation for whoever was watching, to take this time to themselves, to remove any pressure they’ve imposed and allow whatever needs to happen, to happen. I wanted participants to let go of any ambition to write about any particular thing, to get lost and in this way, to discover what they really needed to say. I recently finished reading Caroline Bird’s collection The Air Year which begins with a quote from the Swedish poet Tomas Tranströmer; ‘In the middle of the forest there’s an unexpected clearing which can only be found by those who have gotten lost.’

These workshops were about just that, trusting that you can come to the page from a place of uncertainty. I don’t think poetry is the business of finite answers anyway. As one of my heroes Mary Ruefle says, ‘I would rather wonder than know.’ Poetry, for me, is less about understanding the world, and more about asking questions of it, getting lost in the writing and trusting that you will land on your ‘clearing’; that bright sharp feeling achieved when you have found the means to express something that before felt impossible. This is one of the reasons I advocate for raising the visibility of poetry, so its positive impacts can be relished and enjoyed.

A lot of what I do when I begin a workshop is undoing, or at least challenging, what are perhaps the more reductive ideas about poetry the students already have. Sometimes I have asked students to describe what a poet ‘looks like’ to me. This is quite a good way to gauge what their preconceptions are. There’s quite a lot of hat feathers, old white men and navel gazing. There’s quite a lot of ‘poetry has to rhyme’ or ‘poetry has to be difficult’ or ‘poetry uses a lot of big words.’ I confess to them my heavy reliance on google and the dictionary. I tell them I’m less interested in the poetry of the past, and more interested in the poetry of the future, their voices. I invite them to see themselves as poets, that their everyday language and experiences can be their own poetics. Once I tell them that they could write about literally anything in the world, that normal rules, the restrictive logic of grammar and fact don’t apply, it feels like we really get somewhere. We take away the seriousness, the loftiness. We have fun. And during that freedom, the ideas are formed, shining out between the lines of the poems like jewels dropped in the grass. (A side note, I wrote this for The Young Poets Network about having fun while you’re writing.) Sometimes poems are just happy accidents. Once we get rid of the idea that there’s a ‘way’ or a ‘formula’ to write a poem, we are free to run through the forest and get lost. We give ourselves permission; this is a space I can roam around in and explore.

I have to remind myself of this regularly, and reconnect with the joy of writing. I must confess, I am constantly overwhelmed with imposter syndrome, more so during the pandemic with all this indoor thinking time. I look at the lists of books I have made that I have not managed to read yet because I have been busy with the grunt work of survival and I have to convince myself, like I try to convince my students, that poetry is my world too. It’s no surprise that they feel excluded from poetry if even, after over a decade of writing, I still feel that way too.

I’ve been thinking a lot about why the majority of young people I meet don’t see poetry as something ‘for them’ and how writers I know always seem to have ‘fallen in’ to poetry. I did myself. I accidentally stumbled into a writing workshop thinking it was a session for budding actors. Former laureate Momtaza Mehri describes in a recent essay ‘it’s difficult to overstate the lifelong reverberations of stumbling across the right poet at the right age.’ Whilst I think it is a wholly appropriate way to describe the feeling of being a poet- that of falling, stumbling, grabbing little bits as we float on down through the cosmos of our minds- I wonder if it’s significant that so many of my poetry pals came upon it by a happy accident. I don’t know if I want everyone to just fall into poetry. How many will have missed the hole in the ground? I want them to be included in poetry, not have it left to fate. I want poetry on their radars. This is why it’s vital we integrate poetry, and a wider more diverse range of poetry that speaks to more young people, into schools, so young people can read and enjoy poetry, see themselves reflected, and crucially, have their say about the world and feel that bright, brilliant feeling when they discover something about themselves and express it.

Articles and conversations

The Guardian recently interviewed myself and the former young people’s laureates and it was so refreshing to be asked about, and to be able to shine a light on the beautiful landscape of contemporary British poetry, rather than the same stale questions about ‘the resurgence of poetry’ (it’s been about forever, it’s just not always been celebrated!) or ridiculous hypotheticals about whether Keats would enjoy today’s poetry or not. Conversations like this will surely help us to raise the visibility of a wider range of poets for young people and for educators. I also recently wrote about Amanda Gorman ,how she helped to showcase the power of poetry on the global stage and how her poems speak to young people.

I’ve really enjoyed recording ‘Knapp Chats’, a series of conversations I’ll be having over my tenure with writers who I admire, and I’m hoping it will be one of the ways to open up poetry to more people.  It’s fascinating and encouraging to hear in their own words about what poetry means to them and how they got into writing. You can watch the first two now, with Travis Alabanza and Rachel Long.

Reading and writing

I have managed to find some time amongst this all to read and to write. I need it. Lately, I find myself fantasising about anywhere other than my bedroom and my desk- wide open spaces and impossibly large trees. As the writer Eli Goldstone wrote in a recent guardian article which I found intensely comforting, ‘Unhappiness lies in the dead space between our current reality and our projected ideals.’ It’s not possible to escape our current situation. We have to accept that. Therefore, the only thing that redeems me from my sense of stagnation, is reading poems. They take me elsewhere entirely, not only geographically (waterfalls! Redwoods! Brooklyn, New York!) but they also reach inside me and root around and leave me full of questions, and other people’s lives. Then the writing. Despite my proclivity to procrastinate, I have written a fair bit. I have a new poem in Ambit magazine which you can watch here. Commissions have helped a lot, having that urgency of a deadline. Writing this piece for Vogue was fun. I wrote a piece in praise of key workers for the ethical cleaning company Clean for Good (I’m also judging a competition they are rolling out which aims to celebrate key workers.) I’ve been writing an original commission with Raymond Antrobus for this Royal Society of literature project, responding to the pandemic. You can watch us talk about it here.

It’s true though that sometimes, writing can feel wretched and impossible. Especially during a pandemic. Poet CA Conrad calls the process of writing poems, a ‘ritual’ and explains, they do not always work. Lorca says ‘the poet who embarks on the creation of a poem begins with the aimless sensation of a hunter about to embark on a night hunt through the remotest of forests. Unaccountable dread stirs in his heart.’ I really feel this. Take last Tuesday, for example. I was writing. I had procrastinated all morning (a long run, the careful unloading of the dishwasher) because I was feeling the dread of beginning. Will I fail? What would I uncover? I was writing a poem about the tyranny of London landlords when WHAM! The poem revealed itself to me. It was about something completely different. I had found my clearing in the forest. I had encountered and moved through my fear (fear of beginning? Fear of understanding? Fear of not understanding? Fear of speaking? Fear of not speaking?) and it motivated me- I had a new poem, which I briefly loved. I had understood myself a little more, and I had even more questions. I put my faith in writing, as I always do. Even when it feels so tough.

Published 15 April 2021

class="post-40593 post type-post status-publish format-standard has-post-thumbnail hentry category-interview category-network-knowledge category-special-feature"KnappChats part two – Cecilia Knapp in conversation with Rachel Long

KnappChats is Young People’s Laureate for London Cecilia Knapp’s series of conversations with writers whose work she loves. The series gives space to writers doing incredible things with their creativity from a range of perspectives, showcases different journeys into writing, and explores the power of writing.

In this KnappChat, Cecilia talks with poet Rachel Long. They talk about why writing matters, poetry as a mirror to the world, share top tips for young people who want to write and much more. The video conversation is captioned.

Rachel Long is a poet and founder of the Octavia Poetry Collective for Womxn of Colour, which is housed at Southbank Centre, in London. Rachel’s poetry and prose have been published widely, most recently in Filigree, Mal and The White Review. Since 2015 she has been Assistant Tutor to Jacob Sam-La Rose on The Barbican Young Poets programme. Rachel Long’s debut collection of poems, My Darling from the Lions was published by Picador in 2020. 

Published 8 April 2021